roxylea1954

Dearest critics

Category: /Reponse to Negatitive and Destructive Criticism! Personal/

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Whenever I write a poem or prose unto my Lord God Almighty,
I write it for an audience of only one. Because I
am not writing either to please nor displease anyone.
He is the only one I worship and adore, and He sees
Me through the pathways of negative, destructive and
Despicable criticism I am under going by my critic on
This very website!

I have a saying on All Poetry, 'All comments are welcome,"
But they know I reserve the right to respond to and
answer my critics! People can say whatever they want
to about me, I have been insulted by experts long
before this poetry site!

I cut my early childhood Eye teeth, by comments
from hateful and spiteful other children! And I must
admit I gave them back what They gave me with interest!

As a result I grew up to be an angry and revengeful adult!
Filled with anger and bitterness and hatred! But there
was a difference between us, I was not happy being
that way. And so I have tried with God's help
to attempt to become a much better person!

I have been called much worse things than immature!
That is the by far the mildest insult I have ever
Received! Ranting and Raving, I have been there
And back again multitudes of times!

But forgiveness is something that I struggle with!
Along with all of those other negative emotions!
Writing is one outlet I use for a coping mechanism!
Without God I would still be a hurtful person unto
This very day! But I no longer want to be that way!
And I feel very sorry for people like you, who do!

There was someone on Short Story Net who implied both
My God and I were going to be defeated! And he was going
to watch it happen. I wrote something proving him completely
wrong by using scripture references in Holy Book, the Bible!
God wins and he loses!

Just because I am a born again Christian, does not mean I am
not also human! Thus I forgive you! And I will continue on
forgiving you with God's help. By myself? Impossible! With
God all things are possible for those who believe. Thank you
For not criticizing Him! You have a talented way with words
too bad you have to waste them the way that you do!

Love in Christ Jesus!
Roxanne Lea Dubarry
Roxy 1954
Roxy 1954/October Country
January 05, 2021

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