tinkerrenee

The Fuckery Of It All

Category: /Alone, Love . Betrayal/

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Feeling like a mouse trapped in a maze
Running around from here to there
Never seem to get anywhere
Stuck in the same place
Surrounded by the same damn faces
Many places I've laid my head
Not one did I call home
Feeling like I didn't belong
Searching for a way out
Maybe a place to call home
Doors seem to close when I reach out
On the floor I sat sobbing
Thoughts flood my head
Maybe I am already dead
Have I fucking lost it
My mind that is
Maybe there is no getting out
No light at the end of my tunnel
Feeling all eyes on me
What the fuck are they looking at
They make me sick
Claiming there love to me
Do they not know
The truth I see in there eyes
Words they leave unspoken
Hate and pity for me they have
Smiles that are not real
Knowing they despise me for being me
Always trying to change me
Save me from myself
Only I have already given most of me away
Soon there will be nothing left
Do you think then they will be pleased
Rid of me there burden
Black sheep sort of speak
No worries then will they have
Becoming a faint memory in there mind
Fading in due time
Soon there will be another me
Another place and time
As light fades to darkness
Another takes my place
The circle of this so called life
The fuckery of it all
The fuckery lives on

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